I miss you allright?

Despite the title this is not the typical I miss a certain person type of post, although up until today I have been denying myself the feeling of missing Guo Zhi Bai who moved back to China last December. The last time I saw him we had a Japanese Lunch together, a Bento lunch box. then he left, and then I didn't hear from him until I saw a facebook update, "Guo Zhi Bai is now in a relationship with Gillian Jiang" Then i deleted him from my mind and never thought twice about calling him. I have a boyfriend he has a boyfriend the end of our story.

The other thing was, I knew if I called he was going to keep asking have i found a job yet? and the embarrassing but honest answer was no. So as the saying goes out of sight out of mind,

Then last week I started my marketing internship and today I suddenly remembered him and the things he used to say, When I was applying for my masters course, I suggested to him that I might like to do a marketing masters and he told me that one job he could never see me doing is marketing and here I am doing marketing. I think he would laugh his head off. Then I wanted to call him and did it and got his voice mail. although I have to admit it was probably one AM over there, probably not the best timing.... but still no answer,

I am still contemplating calling him tomorrow when I am on my lunch break or maybe in the morning on my way to work. But how do you start a conversation with someone you haven't spoken to for an embarrassing 5 months?

other things I am going to be missing for awhile are the following TV shows, All there season finales are rearing their ugly heads

The Vampire Diaries

90210

Gossip Girl

Once Upon a Time

Secret Circle

Desperate Housewives (OVER FOREVER)

But all is not lost I have found some new distractions

The Clientlist

GCB

Pretty little liars (returning in June :D)

So plenty of things to distract me lol

"Just pretend were on a ship"

Today we went back to hating our neighbours and believing that they are anti social lunatics. 

These days I am super busy with college work and catching up with all my dramas *^_^* 90210, Gossip Girl, Nikita, Desperate Housewives there all showing new episodes each week.  So I am super happy about that but not so happy that I chose last night to do the catching up....

90210 i am loving the new coupling this season 

Ivy and Raj

Naomi and the nerd

Navid and Silver

I went to bed at 2AM last night then my boyfriend woke up at about 7.30 because he couldn't sleep because it was too hot, we have no Air con here. So he got up had a drink a snack then got back into bed at about 8, half an hour later. 

Drilling, Banging, Hammering, Sawing you name it began in the apartment directly below us. 

What the hell are they doing? When our landlord told us they would be installing a new window we didn't imagine it would mean they were actually going to be cutting out a piece of the wall to create the new space for the window as well.

My boyfriends solution was to "Just pretend were on a ship"

Girl Crushes

Recently I was reading A chick Named Hermis's Blog, she did a post about Girl crushes, basically she said people tend to have a girl crush on a girl who is supposedly a better version of you...I never thought about it that way before but when I started thinking about some of the girl crushes, I have had over the years, It suddenly made me think that may be true.

One of the first girl crushes I can remember is Lashontae Heckard, a half Korean/half African hip hop model. The first time I saw her I thought she was so beautiful and one of the things I liked about her was that she was a plus size model in other words normal average sized person with a full figure. Also she had the same size boobs as me and almost the same height as me. I'm 5ft2 shes 5ft3 She is also an Aries like me! Here are some photos of her. You can find her bio here

You may recognize Lashontae Heckard better from Busta Rhymes feat Mariah Carey "I know what you want"

Another girl crush is Hannah Murray who plays Cassie from Skins. I love that show!!! Although I did like it a lot more when I was a bit younger, it is still fun to watch sometimes. I think I prefer the original characters with Tony, Sid, Cassie etc. But anyway I haven't watched much of the most recent season, in fact I have only seen one episode... not because I didn't like but rather because I didn't have time but I plan to watch more of it when I have free time once I finish this semester. Anyway I liked Cassie because she was funny and quirky and a bit daft and loopy at times, I liked her free spirited nature. I also think her style was always very funky.

 I love her smile!

I am really glad her acting career didn't end after they changed characters...She recently stared in a new movie called chatroom which was rather freaky

The cast of Chatroom

I also fell in love with Luna Lovegood from the Harry Potter series. I loved her when I read the book and I loved her character even more when she came into the movies. She so pretty, I also like the fact that the actress Evanna Lynch who plays Luna is Irish.

Finally the last girl crush I will mention is Little J aka Jenny Humphrey played by Taylor Momsen from Gossip girl I just love her style  I was so disappointed when I found out she was kicked off the show! Damn real life persona lol. Apparently she's in a band The Pretty Reckless so we definitely haven't seen the last of her Here are some photos

Even with cartoon characters I have always liked the blonde characters lol In the powerpuff girls I always liked bubbles (the one with blonde hair blue eyes.) I used to be super crazy about the Powerpuff girls I even had a Powerpuff girl handbag!

More recently I like Rapunzel from Tangled

So almost all of them have curly or at least wavey hair like me, although they all have a different colour hair colour, I have always been interested in dying my hair possibly blonde but have never got around to it. Maybe some day....